just forget

Alot of pain in me ,alot of anger,nothing is worth living.They are asking me to forget how can i just forget because they want me to forget,it is what they want me to do but what want is different.They want me to decleare that i forgot,but do youi think that forgetting is a switch that can be pushed and thats it you will forget.How can i forget the only thing that i was living for .tell me .......please there is nothing left for me except thoese memories,which made me feel alive,that only past which made me look for future,can you feel this pain ,tell me how can i live how can i move on when the right of having some of my own memories is taken the reasone of my leaving is taken by some one else then it is no more my life because no more memories left.It is like some one is telling you to forget how to feel,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,just forget